Mood Swings, weather and more

I don't know that there is a theme to this entry. I am just looking over my day and thinking. I have discovered that knitting has set me free. By being able to self entertain, when we were housebound for the whole day, i was fine. In fact, it felt great. I was excited about being able to rest and relax and have a good reason to do nothing at all. I did the whole laundry thing, made dinner, cleaned up the house and so forth and so on. But really, i got alot done and had a great time. I puttered around the house, did some journalling and then i knitted. I finished my cap. It has turned out really good. Since i used a really small needle, the knit is really nice and tight and makes a really nice warm cap. I am excited about it. Once i get the few quirks down as far as the end and a nice ribbing, then i will be all set. I really like it.
My son and hubby were bored out of their skull over the weather. son went and played with friends finally and i have the frozen pop son. but he could not entertain himself. It was insane.
I am supposed to be taking this gosh awful osteoporosis medication on saturdays, but i forgot today. I am going to take it tomorrow and then start on saturdays next week. But it is really important that i start that medication now. I dont want to be crippled when i am old from a broken hip.
well, i have some journalling left to do. i am heading off. bye,

i do not like the cold

aquiring culture can be painful! We went to drop dtr off at school, then on the way home, I saw this little sign, Walnut Grove Plantation. So we decided to go and do the tour. It was this plantation from the time of independence /Revolutionary War times. We toured the house, kitchen and academy and then walk around the whole area. The house and such was not heated, and when we walked to the cemetary, whole cow! It was so cold under the shade of the trees. I had not put on gloves or my scarf, hubby in tshirt and workout pants with jacket no gloves. we were ice pops when it was done. we almost ran to the car. But it was alot of fun. There was only he and I and no kids. No one saying are we done? when do we eat? what are we buying at the gift shop? etc. We had no time table and it was to please ourselves. The night before we stayed at the Cherokee Harrah hotel, our room was smoke free but the entire casino is filled with smoke, so it meant nothing. it stank from the smoke. Our room was gorgeous with a huge king bed, recessed tub with whirlpool jets, it was beautiful. Also, i took pictures of the art in the hotel. I have some awesome photos. It had snowed out there. Which pretty much ruined all my plans. I wanted to take pics of the bears with the painting on them, but all the parking lots were snowed in or iced over and the shops were closed for the weather. so pretty much that was done. We went to the school to see dtr one last time and have b-fest together. It was insane cold. 11 degrees and we were so cold, it hurt. I do not want to feel that cold again ever! omg. it was horrible. I am tired of being cold. I really am. My bones hurt and my knees complain when it is cold. but on the plus side, i am knitting a really warm wool scarf with double knit, small needles size 8, so it is pretty gray, but tight knit so it should be really warm. I may have to send it to dtr at this rate. I worked on it on the drive home. I am going to need more yarn, given the tighter weave and using two strands. I need to pick that up tomorrow, i guess i am heading to the nearest Jo-Ann to pick it up. but it will be nice. I am playing around with the alternating 2knit 2 purl to make pattern.
Anyway, i am going to take a shower and get in my warm jammies and be comfy. I cant wait till son gets home and we are all safe and sound and cozy. (he is at his grandmother's waiting for her to get back from Mass, so he can come home. poor kid)

Why does a papercut hurt as bad as a slash?

I got this tiny little papercut on my right index finger. It is right where the cuticle meets the nail bed and hurts like a son of a bitch. I actually bled so much that i checked my blood sugar with it. and then, today, i had to put on a band aid to be able to tolerate it while doing laundry. I will point out that i did the cut on thursday morning and it is now Saturday night!

I played the Wii fit plus today. I was doing the hula hoop. I did okay, but no major moments there. I did the balance/focus thing, on the board. it is essentially meditation, and i do really well on that. basically my candle burned to the bottom. It was easy. I tried my hand at the obstacle course. I worked so hard, but i just got to the last second of the level three. I tried the snowball fight and i suck. I also attemted the segway thing. I suck. I don't get it, i am not able to steer and i cant aim with the wiimote. I am pathetic at it. but on the plus side, i did 30 minutes of activity and i weigh 126 now. i am really really happy with that weight. it was like, i caught my breath. I haven't seen that weight since i was three months preg with K. so long ago.
I was thinking my knees are in remission, so i tried not taking tramadol first thing in the morning. i was just taking it at night up till i had surgery, and my knees didnt hurt. so i thought, i am pretty much normal from surgery, so i could go back to just two at bedtime. but if i am going to be active , i need to take the tramadol and be active. i take the tramadol in the morning, and that way i can do some exercise and not be miserable. I took two a few minutes ago, it hasnt kicked in yet, but my knees are on fire. I really just have to find some sort of balance between being active and having pain control.
I also have two thoughts on the whole weight loss thing. I lost alot of weight, nearly ten pounds due to the whole gallbladder thing. so, i am not eating normal yet, but i am trying to keep off the weight i lost. I know it was lost by just not eating, but i want to make sure that in the act of getting back to normal, i dont gain back the weight you know? I want to get down to my supposed ideal weight, which is 119. I think i could look good weighing less than that, but i dont want to drive myself nuts you know? i already doing that as it is. but I want to keep off what i lost while being sick and continue to lose more. i just want to be healthy.

I finally have a date for my deposition for my court case. I am sooo glad to have that date. I am insanely nervous about it, but i want to get it over with. I wish it was in January, but it isnt until feb 25th. the court date is April. I would love it if we went to mediation and just settled. cross your fingers on that.

We had an awesome time at the New Years Eve party. We went over to friends, Joel and Robyn's house, which is only a few miles from here. It was so much fun. People playing pool and ping pong and Wii and people playing guitar, grilling food. drinking beer and standing around talking. It was awesome. I discovered that more and more, there are really cool people at my church. Really funny thing, so Joel has all these awesome tatoo and i was asking him about them, and he is showing me his arms and he says he has a celtic cross on his arm, so i ask to see it and hubby shows his too and damn if they dont both have the exact same cross! i got his from an art book! Joel has a tatoo'd wedding band, the claddaugh. I thought that was awesome, i have two of those rings. They are so cool finally people as in to the Irish culture as me, actually more so!
Any way, hubby seemed to really like everyone and find them to be pretty good people. I told him they were. so, many said, when we were leaving, Hey, see you at church! and hubby said yeah, so maybe just maybe, he will go to service from time to time with me? I would just love that so much. I want so much for us to all go together. that would be so wonderful. I am trying to make sure that i dont get so nutty about church this time. I want church to be uplifting and wonderful. I dont want it to be an obligation , or work, i dont want it to feel like a pain. I feel God so strongly in this church, it often brings tears to my eyes. It is often overwhelming. I just want that for my family. I want them to feel the joy i have when i am there. It fills every pore of my body with Joy and Love. i just want to share that with them. I dont know what it would feel like to them. but i would love to share that with them.
Anyway, i am knitting another black scarf. I have made one for my boss, but it isnt very long, and I think that she may want one long enough to wrap, so i am making another. It is very pretty and has this neat texture to it. I think she will like it. I hope so. I know i love it!
After i finish hers, i can work on the other ones, for Kay's dtr and the two for hubby's work and then i can make them for profit. well Kay's dtr is for profit too. so it is nice to think about the cash that i make off them. but the sheer pleasure from doing the actual knitting is so much more rewarding than the cash. i just love it. so relaxing as well.